TV: *old couple arguing about screaming outside*and if it’s some homicidal maniac what are you gonna do? Run him over with your scooter?
I don’t know how much longer I can do this… I feel like my world is falling apart… I love you… I hope you know that. it’s never felt this real…. Like yea I have thought it but this time it’s worse then ever…sincerely yours
I hate you. I hate that you’re mr.enigma. I hate how you make me feel. I hate that your smile makes me smile like a fool even when I don’t want to. I hate that your mood is infectious. I hate how you are with them. I hate that even tho you’re an ass I still think you’re incredibly sweet. I hate that I’m jealous because of you. I hate the butterflies I get at just your name. I hate that you tossed us away like nothing. I hate that you seem to be permanently tattooed on my heart. I hate that you broke down my walls that took me years to build in a matter of day. I hate that you still haunt my dreams. I hate that I still care about you. I hate that you only see me as I friend when I can never be just a friend. I hate that you’re oblivious to all this. I hate that I can only say this when I’m drunk. I hate that I don’t hate you and never can.
She was the girl that wore too much makeup
What am I supposed to do when the only reason for waking up is slowly disappearing? When hearing everybody else’s happy life’s and daily drama just makes me feel even more worthless then I already know I am. When all I do is pass through life day to day like a shell of the person that I used to be. What am I supposed to do when I’m losing all control of the things around me? When I feel like there’s no one there to pull me out of the misery I’m so deeply drowning in? What am I supposed to do when the only comfort I find is in watching the blade sweep across my scared wrists?
I think I’m either overdosing or running away tonight. Either way this will be my last post on here.
My latest observation
I realized why relationships never work and that’s because one of the two are always jaded or hung up on someone else or they’re not what you think they are and then you realize what they are and it’s not what you want or yawl are perfect for each other but there’s that one thing and you can’t get past it. And that’s why true love and happily ever afters are made up and why relationships don’t last.
Am I seriously that easy to forget that the second you get high you forget I even exist and screw another girl? I’m glad I wasn’t extremely emotionally attached to you yet or this would hurt but all it’s done is pissed me off and reminded me why I hate people.
stopignoring: Ask me.
What am I asking you?